What are words when you don't really mean them when you say them?

It's been a month or so ever since i last blog. Apologies to my readers (if i still do have) haha. I've been asked to blog for a long time but as i was busy with my mid-year. Unable to. ): Sorry!

Feels good to be back after a month. Gosh, my results were still terrible.. Got so much to buck up on. :-(
Oh yes, i'll be travelling to BKK with my familia for June, when im supposed to be catching up on my work. So guilty, oh well. My first week, second week & fourth week are all packed with just tuition and revision. Gahh. alright! Sooo... these days aint really good for me.

Like sometimes, i feel this way. TOTALLY.
I can relate to this
 Just not good.
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What would i do without tumblr?

Some events that was worth mentioning would be the X-Country'2014 organised by my school. So saddened by the fact that it would be the last X-country i would be attending in henderson. Sigh :-( 
Here were some of the pictures, nothing much. Just popsicles & laughters filling the air in the Chinese garden. :)

oooh yes, we celebrated e korean boy
sweet 16 too!
(was taken to distract him)

me & my lesbians.
SJ was an exception as he was the birthdayboy!

favourite people of 4E1'14, JLZYS:)

After X-country was just intensive studying, studying.. studying. One productive studying day was when i went to Tanglin mall w/ mai girl, melvin & patrickk. Was feeling so shitty at home being not able to study. I mean every student will feel that way. yes no? So i went like BAM, just go out and study. Yes i was a happy girl with my starbucks, and my bio and my friends. nyehehe. After that was all studying sessionssssssssssss. 
happy girls look the prettiest.
yes? :))

Gotta thank these two gentlemans,
for making me memorise....

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love thisssss.

END OF MYE. GIRLS PARTIE. WEEOHWEE. I remember last day of our MYE was a thursday, we had a morning paper then we went out for buffet for lunch HAHAHA. The guys went out for dota, while we girls went for a buffet. WHATS LIFE WITHOUT FOOD. So we all dressed up & met up! :)))

the best lesbians everrrr.
4 years of friendship & counting down.

what would my life be without them.

SELFIES IN DA HOUSE.


Sooo.. Many things happened. Of course both bad & good, pleasant and unpleasant stuffs. But i learned one thing. Thank god for MsLye always, someone whom i would always go to for when im in deep trouble or when times when i feel lonely. :')

I learned that life should be enjoyed, not strangled. Sometimes, i've got to relax and let life & shit happen without incessant worry. I've always been someone who hang onto friendships really tight. I treasure friendship way more than anything but i've learnt that there are people who doesn't think the same way. I've learnt how much importance to every single friend of mine. Of course, during that period of time i wanted to just shut myself down from everyone but like no? It's not the end of the world.  
Its not only me (that person) 
&
im not the worst. Period.
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Every relationship i had was long while it lasted.
I'm no longer sure how long friendships can last.
No longer believing friendships can last long either.
But to someone, 
Clear your mind here
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I can relate to this
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SO DONE.

Lights out ellen. :)

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