They helped me to find important things when i thought i had lost them. My smile, My hope and My courage.


Well. Today was the real opposite of what i felt yesterday, and a few weeks ago. I felt true happiness. Believe me or not, but yes i felt it after months & months and months...
So i feel like just writing a post for it. Such a strong bond that i've never felt with anybody else.
Finally felt this.

 There’s a role for every person you meet in life. Some will teach you, some will hurt you and some will always be there for you. They will be there to support you,  to take care of you and accept you just the way you are. These types of people transform from friends into unbiological siblings.
You can feel how much they want you to succeed and know that they will go to the ends of the earth to help you. They remind you that you’re strong enough for your toughest battles and will celebrate with you when you succeed. You will be able to feel yourself near them, not being scared of them judging you. They’re the people who will hold you tight and lift you when you feel like breaking down. They trust you enough to know everything of you. 

I'm lucky i don't only have one best guy friend. I have two when
others have none. 
SaiZinPhyoLwin and LucasGohZhanWei. 
“Thank you for making me feel secure that you won’t leave me :)”
- We owe each other so much money that we stopped keeping track.
- They would understands and respects why i'm busy and doesn’t make me feel like sheet about it.
 - We would love staying indoors, complaining about the same things and keep giving each other the same advice. talking about life and ordering pizza together more than going out.
- We have code names for people that others will never understand,
(“Did you call Gay today?, Did you call the SautKaung today?" HAHA.)
- We’re incapable of taking a photo together that isn’t stupid.

Such a strong bond that we share.
Me Sai Lu. :))

always makes me feel protected like a lil'girl
even though lu's younger than me by 11 months.
- We each other know when one of us needs a hug and when one of us wants to be left alone.
- If you’re going to do some group work, obviously everyone else knows we three will be in a group. (EYE-CONTACT)

- We would drop everything to come and console one another for any reason.

(I remember when Sai called when he was opposite school saying he was upset & Lucas & me just ran opposite.)

- We only compliment each other when you really mean it.

("You look horrible in that big specs, Zune.")
-  We’ve made a secret language from eye contact. If we’re sitting around a big group of friends and look at each other, it’s clear what’s going through the other person’s mind.
- They’re brutally honest with you about things that you wouldn’t accept from other people. 
(“Your hair looks ugly today.” “Okay, thanks.”) HAHAHAHA.
- When we show up alone somewhere, people ask where the other two is.
- We have matching pens. matching matching. You name it, we have it.
TEEHEE
- The thought of us drifting apart scares me more than anything else. OKAY. It can kill me.


So i was feeling shitty as like any other day. Stressed, frustrated, agitated ugh. Like literally everything, but today; after talking about life; just non-stop laughters and smiless & fooooodddddd. I realised what true happiness was. Not becos of whatever content we talked about, it was just becos i was near you both and i was beside you both. I felt myself and i felt so comfortable near you both. Always.

HAHAHA. We ran in the dark like nobody's business, scaring ourselves there was something behind us. HOLYYYYYYYY.
Lu was like "Eh did you hear something?"
Sai then kept quiet and listened, they made eye contact & just ran without me in front. -.-
Of course, the real instinct is of course to run after them. Suprisingly, i wasn't the slowest in running HAHAHAHA. I felt really really really just happy today. SO SO SO SO DANG LONG ever since we 3 had some quality time. We were all just busy with our own stuffs, neglecting each other. But becos of that, made me understand this quote- 

“True friendship isn’t being inseparable, it’s being separated and nothing changes”
Thank you for today. 060614.
I promise and i swear, i'll be always there for you both.
PERIOD.


Lights out! (:



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