Nobody said it would be this hard.

Hey everyone! I've disappeared for some time right....? Hahaha, I'm not busy actually, but I just don't really have idea on what I should blog about. Many things happened as usual, but I don't really want to go into detail for some things. 

It's like shooting with broken arrows, no matter how much I aim, it still wouldn't get shot. When you fall apart, am I the reason for your endless sorrow? There's so much to be said. Poly life has been tiring, with me still juggling with work I guess. I'm so tired of life sometimes, like really tired of everything physically & mentally. Well, I never saw it coming. I still think of you sometimes. But I always remind myself what had past is history. If you had wanted to stay in my life, you would make an effort to.

 But anyways, I've a friend whom I want to feature today, her name's Felicia Tong.
Well, we met at the funniest circumstances and it's hilarious how small the world is. We met through SBA, but yet she's one of the closest to me in poly now. She's in class 04, I'm in class 03 but we got really close. Thank you lion for being here for me that hard week. She was the first friend? Who made breakfast & deliver to me early in the morning at my house, then went to school together. It was one of the toughest week/ day during this year I've to admit. I didn't see it coming & I can't understand why am I the only person who always get stuck in situation like this. I hate myself for being so weak & useless. I didn't have any idea what to do to save or do something to make things better. Oh well, she was there. She saw me shed buckets of tears, when nobody was there for me. Since Sai wasn't around, & Bae was busy. How I wished you was there but nah, you left long ago. At first I thought I would be strong enough to be able to keep it to myself, but no i couldn't do it. So yes thank you so much lion for everything you've done for me till now even tho we only knew each other for a semester. You're one of the best things that happened to me in poly. :") I can't believe how much we could click so easily, studying together, cycling together & even asked me to swim like what on even earth, I don't even swim like once living at queens for 7 years. You're the first who could make me do that. That shows how much you can mean to me k. & lastly, I promise to be there for you the same way as you did. I promise. :;) Just stop being such a bij eh. 

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