Does it almost feel like nothing changed at all?

No idea why i feel like blogging. Many things have happened within just a few days. It's really amazing how fast time is flying. I think when my school opens in april. I wouldn't have time for blogging anymore but of course i will still try my best! ;) I've been occupied with work, drama and letsgetrich that i no longer think of stupid things. HAHAHAHA.

<5 my low iq woman. <5

Oh yes, I've been considering whether to keep my blog private from now on, becos its kind of really annoying to receive questions on ask.fm/ or whatever social media about my blog. If i didnt name the person on my blog, it's obviously becos i dont want people to know who it is. Dont bother asking me. I wont tell you nevertheless. Its's kind of getting really annoying. Really.

Many many hilarious things & weird things happened last few days.
Complicated feelings.

Secondly, There was also this another friend, whom i actually teared after talking it out. He's a really close friend of mine. Clearing things up is really hard no matter what. He'd always be the first to text me in the morning and the last to text me at night. I mean who wouldn't like receiving morning and goodnight texts right? It makes your whole day brighter and lets you feel special. But one day when i went for a run, I kind of clear out my thoughts. It's really true that running and exercising makes you clear out whatever thats bothering you. Its always an issue with me that i felt that i was giving this friend too much hope. But i had no idea how to control myself from giving him too much hope? I like talking to him, like i feel comfortable becos i could talk anything and everything with him. He NEVER minds whatever i rants about. HAHAHA. We were very close, till i realised that i might have lead him to thinking that there will be something between us. Ok, now definitely i have someone who have strong feelings for, i'm on my way of letting go. But I dont wish to him thinking that in the future that there will be something between us. I can never predict my feelings or give him an guarantee that if he waits; there will definitely be something between us. Many of my close friends, my bae, my woman, my bestie had all hinted me but i was stupid to not have noticed it. I know they ship us and all, but i dont wish him to think that way. I decided to start avoiding him and replying his texts late.

Till.... i think it was a night where i attended Beyond, Indancity; A dance concert. He texted me as soon as the concert ended, sending me a pic near my house. I knew he was downstairs of my house like the other time. HAHAHA. Well, i think he's gonna read this post anyway. I panicked at first honestly. I think he knew that i was avoiding him and all. But luckily for that night, Yanjie Marcus & Hk came to fetch me, my bae and olivia becos it was really late at night and we wanted to eat some supper after the concert. Thank youuuu stupid people for coming! :) Means a lot especially when we walked past some bars near bugis. There were people like dancing and some angmohs looking really fierce. GOD. I went like holy people just go home, stop smoking & drinking. HAHAHA. Then we headed to marina square to eat xin wang. While we were waiting for the food, my bae's boyfie said something that hit me so hard. I literally knew what i had to do. Me and bae then cabbed home since she had work the next day. When i reached home, i got changed then i still remembered i grabbed my phone to text that friend. I was literally hesitating whether to do it or not becos i was not sure of the outcome. But in the end, I texted that friend everything and told him how i felt. Idk too, my eyes started to well up while talking to him, there was just this painful ache inside. I think its the guilt and the feelings that was bottled up inside of me. Thankfully there was yanjie, he was texting me at the same time telling me to be strong and telling me its all going to be okay. He even played monopoly with me to cheer me up and purposely lose to make me feel better. Thank you Yanjieee! :)  But that friend was god, sometimes i think to myself; DOES HE HAVE FEELINGS? HAHAHA. He seemed okay. but i knew he wasn't but he told me we are still going to be friends no matter what. Then i went awwwwwwwnnnnnnnnn HAHAHHAHAHA. He's the daebak! :) Thank youu cfl. I really hope the friendship that we have will never disappear no matter what happens in the future. :) 

thank you for coming. :)))

#OOTD for the night.

wore my blazer again!

Reunited with my dance babes.

Definitely am thankful for this two in dance.

THE GIRL,

who ran & shouted

"ZUNE I WANT A PIC WITH YOU!"

I'm so proud of you shermaine, keep going.

You can do it my girl! :)

OHOH i also went to see snoopy after my work

becos i missed him & his owner both. HAHAHA.

Today, 4th March

I went out with my lowIQ woman, AFTER SO LONG. Its been months & months, ever since we both dressed up nicely and went out to eat or go shopping. Even though we just lived a block away, we were just busy with our own schedule. She told me she was very upset that i didnt jio her out and whenever she jio me out, i will always say that i wasn't free. HAHAHA, So therefore i asked her out on my work-free day! We dressed up and put on some simple make up. We went to eat Xin wang AGAIN, becos she liked the baked rice there gosh. Afterwards, we headed to go Cathy to try out the "Milkcow" ice-cream. It was so-so. I would only rate it 5/10. Mcflurry taste so much better and its more affordable gawd. Felt so cheated but my woman liked it tho. HEHE, she was like "Its better than the honeycreme." We have weird tastebuds dont we. I then taught her how to take solo shots and took some ootds tgt. :))) Today was a nice day! We then went to Somerset? Then we looked around for anything that we liked but nothing caught our eye. I risked my life to go into A&F to search for my basic tee again, but to NO AVAIL. Sigh.... We then went to ION food court to get some food and take selfies then we headed home! In conclusion, it was a typical girl's day, but what made it memorable was that i get to spend some time with her. HUEHUEHUE. Thank you for today low iq woman. 

IT WAS A HOT DAY I SWEAR.

& ALL I DID WAS ABSORB HEAT.

Selfie timeeeee. <5555

Lights out ellen!

Till next time. :))