Doubt obscures the true vision of the heart.
I don't know. I just wish I know how to read people's mind & people would know how to read my mind. It's getting confusing & complicated. I'm also sick & tired of just acting like nothing's fine. Like that kind of feeling where you really want to say something out but can't bear to or doesn't know how to. Sigh.
I'll name that friend B. B is a very close friend of mine, we were like inseparable when we were in lower sec, we were like siblings. But as we grow a year & a year, B changed to someone I can't actually describe. I know there were some things in between that happened to B, i can understand that. But what i cant understand is how much a person can change within that short period of time. B is always sensitive, always thinking () not in my priority. If one day, you read this. Please know that you're wrong. You are someone important to me. That will never change. I apologise too for always letting you feel so insecure and always treating you bad.
The second friend, well actually a senior. Its a she. I doubt she will know its her anyway. She was one senior that i respected and admire most when i was still in lower sec. She would never fail to be here for me; giving me tight hugs when i always needed one; always be the one telling me "Stay strong sister." Now she doesn't anymore. We drift. A LOT. I hate that. She isn't that person whom i trust & respect anymore. She isn't here for me anymore when i need her. I've been wanting to talk to her but i had no chance... I dont know if she'll read this and know its her but, if you are reading this one day; please know that i didnt expect us to become like this nor wanted us to become like this. I do not know why we became like this too. I'm sorry.
look at them, cooking for us. *love eyes*
I'll name that friend B. B is a very close friend of mine, we were like inseparable when we were in lower sec, we were like siblings. But as we grow a year & a year, B changed to someone I can't actually describe. I know there were some things in between that happened to B, i can understand that. But what i cant understand is how much a person can change within that short period of time. B is always sensitive, always thinking () not in my priority. If one day, you read this. Please know that you're wrong. You are someone important to me. That will never change. I apologise too for always letting you feel so insecure and always treating you bad.
The second friend, well actually a senior. Its a she. I doubt she will know its her anyway. She was one senior that i respected and admire most when i was still in lower sec. She would never fail to be here for me; giving me tight hugs when i always needed one; always be the one telling me "Stay strong sister." Now she doesn't anymore. We drift. A LOT. I hate that. She isn't that person whom i trust & respect anymore. She isn't here for me anymore when i need her. I've been wanting to talk to her but i had no chance... I dont know if she'll read this and know its her but, if you are reading this one day; please know that i didnt expect us to become like this nor wanted us to become like this. I do not know why we became like this too. I'm sorry.
On a happier note, I've of course gotten back all my results. ALL went well suprisingly. I mean really. LOLLLLL. Was happy that i only failed Bio. But no, im not dropping bio. I'm dropping POA. -_- I cant stand POA. Bleh.
Next, we had Olivia's BBQ belated birthday party. it was fun fun fun. we made a handmade cakeeee. The guys all went half naked and played in the pool. They even threw each other into the pool. Let the pictures do the talking!
Our handmade cake for dearest olivia
look at them, cooking for us. *love eyes*
<3
Following would be some of my fav pictures. :)
spring cleaning
Nights out. :)
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