Diary of Ellen's Life.

Hihi. I'm currently waiting for my JAE/JPSAE results to be out this thurs/fri. Really am hoping that i will get into the course that i really want now. Ok. So this is how my mind goes. At first, i was just focused on just going into the Early Childhood course in NP? But then due to my fickle mind, I changed my mind to go for business. Crazy isnt it? Like the worst subject that i scored for was POA and I'm actually going to go for Business. I know right. Idek, I just had this strong feeling over me to choose business while i was choosing the course. Luckily, My senior Germaine was there for me to guide me along. Thank god for her. My sister was unable to help due to her busy schedule. :( (or just talking to her boyfie who's in NS now) hmmmmm. #Boyfriendproblems. Who needs a boyfriend when i have him. :') 15th January 2015  I went back to school to get back results. As you know, i didn't go back on the actual results day as i was overseas. Really was luck...

What a greaaaaat morning!  Woke up today really really late. HAHA. Becos' its my first day of 17th. YEEYAY. YEEYAYYYYYY. HAHAHA, Then i was on bed scrolling through bubzvlogs. If you don't watch her videos, you should. Especially on your bad & gloomy dayss. ;) Starting this post off with all the things i've been feeling ever since the 1st day of January. Every year, January this month will come off as a very bad month. It just makes me feel that I was a jinx. I was a bad omen to everyone. Especially last year, on my birthday O'levels results were released. I saw many people tear, It pains me inside. Miss Lye would know best what i would go through for the many years of January. But this year, It became an exception. 12 January was the release of the O's results. As usual, this year I wasn't expecting it to be good. Neither do i expect my marks to turn out well. But suprisingly, it turned out well. :) I have to thank Dennis for this. He had been always ...

Hey people from the other parts of the world, It's almost a month ever since i last written a blog post. I had came back from my hometown, (achievement unlocked!) Will probably blog about my holidays back then, but this post is exclusively for my feelings and feelings. It might come off as an annoying post to some of you becos its just rants. Okay, not rants. Just my normal daily routine and how am i feeling nowadays. So a few days, i went for the countdown with my happypill and a few any others. I got really pissed off with a friend and i guess myself too. So this friend of mine, we were actually talking pretty well at first. I mean he was upset and he teared abit, i was comforting him and all, and when the clock strikes 1159, all of us of course shouted HappyNewYear. But he on the other hand, was crying to his phone. When i asked him why, he replied saying that his girlfriend didn't wish him. I mean I could understand why he was upset amd i would be upset too if i had a boy...