Diary of Ellen's Life.

There's just something about tag questions that i love answering, which is one way that i would like to reflect on myself. Teeeheee. I would like to tag my girl, Wang Jiawei. My brother, Tan Yanjie to do this tag on your blog! :) Lets go! Thank god for tumblr. 1. What are you wearing? I’m currently wearing FBT shorts and my dance tee. 2. Ever been in love? Yeap. :) 3. Ever had a terrible breakup? Not a terrible one though. 4. If there's one thing that you could change, what would it be? To never had wanted to come to singapore. 5. Do you believe in karma? Yes, defo. :)  6. Any tattoos? Nope. 7. Any piercings? Only my ears, a pair. 8. OTPs? AmberLee & Ethan from MTV & Lindy & Tim (bubz & bubzhubz) They are so cute togetherrrrrrrrrrrrr. 9. Favorite shows? Are you the one currently. 10. Favorite bands? Big Bang, (obv bias to taeyang) T-ara, Westlife, CN-Blue. 11. Something you miss? Many things, that i could ever count. 12. Favorite song? B...

It's 2:27am in the morning.. & I have no idea why do I feel like blogging right now. I'm done with my Science Practical, Math Paper 1 & English. It went pretty well, & I'm thankful for my own god for it. So.. recently, countless ridiculous things had happened, but what's shocking is; I don't seem affected by it that much anymore. Like deal with it, that's what I tell myself now. Sometimes I don't even know who am I myself anymore. I felt like I've no one to confide in or talk to anymore. I finally realised what people meant when they said that they would feel alone even if there were many people around them. Gosh, I do not understand even for myself why I'm feeling this way. I'm terribly sorry for those whom I've pushed away, I know you care but I think I need to be alone. Shoutout to my girl who stayed by my side unexpectedly, WangJiawei. She seems so darn true to herself & I like that fact about her. I admire how she can b...