Diary of Ellen's Life.

Hey! I'm finally back after like how many weeks & its officially one week left before O's start for me! (: It also meant that i'll stop using twitter from then on! But i'm sure i will continue blogging HAHAHA. So just two days ago, i just ended my council camp. Well, it meant a camp for leaders & it was the first time me and my excos planned it. 3 days 2 night camp. It was fun i would say, it was memorable. Pictures and all. I bonded with more of my council . So, first day; it was just game game game games. Second day, YAY; we get to go out for dept outing! I was in SW dept but unfortunately; i couldnt follow them as SR needed my help! (: So therefore, i went with SR! It turned out fun. HAHAHA, i dont regret going with my babygirl, taking care of the kids in SR. We went to sentosa to play the luge + skyride. GOSH, we even helped our council mate overcome his fear of heights! HAHAHA & it was super cheap too with student price hehehe. It was only like $8 whe...

I don't know. I just wish I know how to read people's mind & people would know how to read my mind. It's getting confusing & complicated. I'm also sick & tired of just acting like nothing's fine. Like that kind of feeling where you really want to say something out but can't bear to or doesn't know how to. Sigh.  I'll name that friend B.  B is a very close friend of mine, we were like inseparable when we were in lower sec, we were like siblings. But as we grow a year & a year, B changed to someone I can't actually describe. I know there were some things in between that happened to B, i can understand that. But what i cant understand is how much a person can change within that short period of time. B is always sensitive, always thinking () not in my priority. If one day, you read this. Please know that you're wrong. You are someone important to me. That will never change. I apologise too for always letting you feel so insecure and...

Yes, I've ended my EOY exams but i'm pretty 100% sure i would do badly for everything. HAHA. So... last monday, i had SS & biology. Both was content based. So i almost went crazy.. Bio paper was crazy. lol. Tuesday, I had MT. Confidence level before going in the hall - 80% since i've always been doing well for MT, comes out of hall confidence level dropped tremendously cos the paper was absoutely hard. Then went for Chemistry consulation with babygirl Yujie. But before that i had to go for some interview, i was feeling sick as i had flu and my voice was like a MAN. TOTALLY LIKE A MAN. LOL. Then after my interview, i saw a card beside my bag with a cup of milktea & hot waffle (so much love) Thank god for my babygirl Yujieeeee. <3 lovess her.                                             Wednesday, I had Chemistry.........Killer paper. lol. nevermindddd.... What...